Second attempt Day 50
Day 50. Allow me a moment to shout that out loud again - " Yes, it's day 50 without a drop of alcohol" and it sounds just brilliant to be able to say it. I'm chuffed to bits of course, but when can I truly say I've cracked this whole thing? I don't think I can quantify that question with some arbitrary number of days - maybe I will just know! I have to be cautious of course, but I keep asking myself how could I go back to drinking now? Is it too late for that now I've seen the light? Now I've experienced how good I felt every single one of those 50 mornings, seen how my fitness has returned with a vengeance, measured the BMI improvement and even carved a brand new hole in my omnipresent brown leather belt, seen my monthly spending plummet, noted how positive my thoughts are and how content life is - and frankly done so bloody much more with my life? Yes, I feel like a brand new person and suddenly if feels harder to give this new life up than to h...